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Saturday, October 30, 2004

bleh... speech and drama day was a failure, though the class' performance was great. we got 4th... bleh. Dharsh got aquainted with my sis... can't believe she though my sis was cute... but who gives a damn anyway.
Got results back yesterday also... Suddenly realised that I was a complete and utter failure. But at least I still can remain in RP... Imagine if I got kicked out. today would be my funeral then... didn't let my parents see the papers, especially chinese. don't know why but i suddenly have the urge to run away. it's either that or i jump off the building. stupid life. why bother to exist in the first place when it's just going to be snuffed out by death? heck lah.
Today is stupid too. Realised that i sounded too sharp during recruit band. Don't get why... I normally sound flat. turns out clarinets got audition for SYF... Don't know if Horns got or not... If have than i'm bound to be kicked out... I find myself pathetic. sighs...

dusted at 7:00 PM
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