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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

sigh... just a very short entry now, just to add on after I read the other's blogs.
I feel so bad now, the others all blogged long entries about Inunion, and all I said was around 2-3 lines and it's already a day after. Maybe I'm really heartless. But I really feel that the seniors wouldn't really be happy if they still think that we're still feeling sorry after what happened. As in, yah, they know that we're sorry for messing things up and stuff already but it's already one day and there's other more important things coming up and if we continue at the rate we're going, this won't be the last time we cry. I'm so sorry if this sounds very crude... But that's how I feel and how I think. Yah. I'm guilty for screwing things up as well but we can't always just dwell in the past. Look at what happens between China and Japan now... I really sorry if I did nothing to comfort you guys but made things worse but... I still think we should try to 'make-up' by working harder in the future instead of just crying and apologising. Sure, I cried as well, but thinking back, we should really get over it. K. i'm getting repetitive...
Anyways, now I'm getting more worried about who's QianWei's god-mother now... As in, I think Joey told me yesterday but I forgot. I have my suspicions. I sincerely hope it's not who I think it is. Why am I so worried? Cos we're siblings. Yep. Sanqian can comfirm that.. So... I shall NOT complete that line of thought... *Shivers* Signing off...
Ppl, stop beating yourself up already ok? It was all an accident and it's already the past. Move on to SYF already.

dusted at 11:00 PM
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