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Thursday, December 09, 2004

Last four days were darn... er... can't find any words to describe them... Went to Malaysia with ma famile. It was... fun. Got lost quite a couple of times cos my dad was driving us around. And guess who was in charge of reading the map? Me. So figures that we'll gel lost, doesn't it? Bleh.
Anyways, I was practically daydreaming and musing throughout the entire trip. Wanted to write them down, cos I wanted to... Buden, when I picked up a pen and stared at the blank piece of paper in front of me, I didn't feel like writing. But I still felt like putting them down in black and white, so here I am.
I read that if we could somehow travel faster than the speed of light, we can actually travel through time. But it's like, if we're traveling that fast, won't we like generate a lot of heat since we are moving very quickly and I doubt that air molecules would take it very lightly... And why do they think that speed is the key to traveling through time? Er... I think I might have it now... Er you see, when a guy drivies a car at 60km/h for an hour, he travels 60km. But if he drives it at 100km/h, he'll travel 100km. So if you move faster, you'll reach your destination at an earlier time so you're, in a sense, traveling forward in time... By that little bit. ^.^
That sounds stupid, looking back at it... Another thing is, how do you define perfect. I mean, what exactly is perfect. It is just simply a one-sided view? Cos if it is, then it's simple. But I don't think that's the case. Cos you see, there can be this person whose grades are always straight As. And his/her parents might be just looking at the grades factor and completely ignore the fact that he's a jerk. If that was the case, then he's only perfect in his parents' eyes but not in the others. So I guess perfect means that there's no flaw and everything's... erm... perfect. But to be that, it'll sometimes be very self-contradictary. So I guess there's no such thing as being perfect...
Then there's this other thing. You know when they talk about the various states of matter and how the molecules move differently in each state? Well, when it's in the gaseous state, what do you call the space between the molecules? And how do the molecules get the energy they possess in the first place? And why don't they just stay in one position and only move when someone bumps into them or something like that?
er... I think I'm getting wierder and wierder... ah, who cares about the state of my sanity anyway? I mean, who am I to argue if Fate decides that I've had enough time being sane and decides that I'm better off as a lunatic? Ha.
Now coming back to my non-social life, just downloaded the english version of final fantasy 1 & 2 : the dawn of the souls. I think I'm starting to get hooked up. That's for gba roms. Then for dolling. Stupid PSP trial expired. Now I'm stuck back with paint and you can't do decent shading with it. Bleh. Now I need a new e-mail addy. And now, looking back at my fanfic, er... I finished chapter on a few sheets of paper, re-read it, felt displeased, threw it down the rubbish chute. Now I'm back to square 1 and Flora hasn't updated yet. ...
Have ter sign off now. -_-

dusted at 8:40 PM
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