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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

k. I know it's kinda late to start posting about Inunion now... but since I didn't post anything about it yet, I shall...
I have to say that I'm very disappointed about flag and baton. Sure, I didn't drop my baton but I made loads of stupid mistakes and I'm very sure the seniors noticed.. I don't know.. I cried after that... Well, almost all of us cried... I don't know why I cried. Maybe it's because I wanted to make the seniors proud for once or maybe I thought it was unfair that the music had to screw up during our item or maybe the other batch seemed to perform their item so well and we had to screw up. (Now I'm ranting...) I felt even worse when I heard that the commanders dropped themselves... Why do these kind of things have to happen? But then again, life is unfair...
I shall not even mention my sucky-like-shit playing... Sometimes I really think that I'm not made-up for instrument playing... I was taking deep breaths calming myself, telling myself that I wouldn't screw-up, but I did. I guess reverse physcology really applies on me. Anyway, I totally sucked playing...
O. I suddenly remembered something... I apologise in advance if I shout at anyone later...

dusted at 10:00 PM
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