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Monday, January 17, 2005

heh. 2dae was stupid. got a letter from my mortal. paiseh. shall not say more on that. heh. good thing I dun hav a tag board. heh. wrote xtra long letter 2 my mortal. I hope I dun scare her off. aesthetics was fun. watched this very cute and a bit spastic cartoon of skeletons dancing. with death playing the violin in the background. cute. heh. stupid sore-throat. mum forbid me to play instru so um. I'll be missing out band prac for the week. feeling immensely guilty now. must work very hard. hai. shit. it's only the third week and I'm like this already. I'm never gonna survive. still considering whether I shud go down for grading not. not as though dun go will die lah, buden still must show moral support to HC and her sis and my sis. -sigh- stupid. went blogsurfing. found some 10905 bloggies. sibei cute leh. heh. anyway, tagged under smiley face. heh. can't believe there's actually this Rayearth fan in 10905 lah. she tried out for trombone buden didn't get in. awwww... oops. I'm supposed to be asleep now, or so says my mother. she wants me to sleep early this week cos I'm sick. -sigh- this is very stupid. oh well. oh yar. chinese teacher not coming for entire week. so fun. buden although this relief teacher is 'cool', I dun really think we're going to learn much. cos today was her first time teaching, in her entire lifetime. I kinda get the impression that if the class was on it's usual behavior, esp RuiLing, she'll freak. heh. English was fun. get to alter fairy tales. my group got snow white. She fell in love with Dopey, one of the dwarves, the 'dumbest' one. heh. poor Prince Charming. heh. kinda reminds me of Banderella. shit. I feel very guilty now. buden I can't help but realise that this would be the slackest week I'll ever have. cos no 3rd lang and oso no CCA. I feel very bad. blasted throat. If it was just some mild thing I might have even forced my mother to just let me go for band, buden the thing is that this blasted sore throat can render me speechless, literally for most part of the morning. stupid. and early in the morning, sometimes, I can't even swallow. very bad. and it's definitely not on my agenda to make it worse. heh. buden I still hate this lah. I hate myself lor. why fall sick now? stupid. guess my immunity system's not to par. heh. BLASTED SORE-THROAT!! I could be practising today lah. stupid. I will compensate for it. heh. hope I keep my promise. stupid. fucking asshole. motherfucking son of a bitch. stupid. sorrie people, needed to get it out of my system. heh.

dusted at 10:40 PM
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