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Saturday, March 12, 2005

slept all the way until 10.30 today. wanted to sleep for longer buden sis woke me up with her screaming. bah. for once this week, I dun feel sleepy. wait. I said that too early. heh. dunno why, i've been in a very p.m.sy and sleepy mood this entire week. and i've been practically stoning for almost all of my lessons. carn believe one term is over just lyk that. awwww... this is not good. i'm still getting that feeling of detachment sometimes, lyk i'm just watching some kind of show on tv. it's really wierd. and i dun really think it's healthy. bleh.
mood swings are so in. i've been getting very very pissed off with my parents naggin, den right after that, i will start thinking that i most prolly should be a good little girl, then start grumbling about them asking for mary sues... it's just plain wierd and when i think about it, sometimes i just get freaked out. hmm... -shrugs- i'm wierd, enought said.
someone upstairs is singing pop songs. blah. it's lyk, she can't even reach the notes properly and she's there singing, thinking that it's wonderful. she'll be singing the same song for lyk 10+ minutes before pausing and start singing again, only a different phrase this time. it really grates on my nerves cos sometimes she sounds lyk a pontiana. blah. buden who am i to comment on the singing of others. after all, it's not as though i can sing. bleh. feeling very prissy. blah.
went through my blog. noticed that my entries are getting shorter so decided to post this long long one. harhar. stupid freeweb. intended to use that to host Sadame and make it my bgm for this blog. but turns out that accounts less than seven days can only upload files smaller than 750kb. and since sadame is quite a long mp3, it's kinda obvious that it's way bigger than the limit. bah. so have to makedo with this midi file. buden is quite nice oso lah, only the instru combo a bit wierd. so it'll sound wierd sometimes.
still carn get my mind off the x tv ending. think i'm kinda obsessed over it. buden it's lyk darn cute lorh, carn resist it. heh. everytime i watch it i'll feel a bit warm and fuzzy. blah. it's sooooo cute. and the anime is loads better than the ova. har. for some obscene reason, i just think that the ova um... sux. yar. maybe cos i still dun comprehend how could fuuma's head just fly off lyk that. i mean, the most kamui could do to his neck would most probably be a nick or something, considering their position and stuff lyk that. how could his head just fall off? bleh. but it still could just be me. lardeedar.
Recently came across this topic in an anime mp3 forum. is anime an addiction? this really got me thinking. blah. i mean, it really depends on whether you allow it to be an addiction or not. as in, you are the one that actually has control over your life so you are the one who decides whether you allow it to take control over you and allow it to ruin you. me? anime's jus an obsession. blah. but i'm hopeless against anime OST. awwwwww...
heh. bye. (that was abrupt. lol)

dusted at 1:45 AM
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