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Sunday, March 20, 2005

i guess i didn't realise how things really are. i dunno. maybe the problem is with me, and it always have been. i dunno. sometimes i guess i just unknowingly like the remarks that might be quite cutting to some. maybe the fault is all mine. maybe i will be the one driving everyone away from me, not the other way round. blah. i'm sorry for sounding so spoilt. i'm sorry for trying to push all the blame away. i dunno. gah. i'm never good with relationships and stuff like that. mushyness gets me, a lot. i guess that might prove to be my biggest negative point. bah. i'm sorry.
i guess it isn't really my place to tell you who to be with... i mean, you have your rights too. dunno larh. some things are just proving too complicated for my over-simple mind. bah. i guess we are very different. heh. wonder how we got landed up like this in the first place. heh. all my stupid ego's fault. blah. i guess i should have been more understanding, i should have been more open... blah.
i know there are many times where i am rather dislikeable, due to my attitude and stuff like that. blah. i guess it's just me then.

dusted at 5:25 PM
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