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Saturday, April 16, 2005

I hate that stupid bitch! She doesn't give a damn about anything at all. Have you even thought that the thing might have sentimental value to someone? All that matters is that you want it, so you must have it. Heck about the feelings of others. And you have the nerve to go on laughing and smiling and pretending that everything is alright. You are correct in what you are doing. It doesn't matter if you hurt anyone. The world revolves around you. You are the most important. What do you know about emotions and relations? Nothing. That damn thing has importance and nothing can really replace it. And you have the nerve to think that by just offering something in exchange, it's alright. I was wrong when I thought that you might have a highter EQ. It's lower than your intelligence. At least when I ask things from others, I consider how they might feel. And don't you dare think that I will ever even consider to being friendly, at all.
I hate people who simply think that they should control my life, just because they're older. Who are you to think you can order me around? Have you ever even considered how I might be feeling? No. Obviously. I give up. And I had such a fat hope that things would turn out happy. Maybe it's just all wishes. I guess they would never understand. Is it even a wonder that sometimes I consider running away. I hate you all. I hate you. I hate my fucked up life.







Shite. This is a rather depressing entry. Right after SYF. Gosh. Ain't I great? Blah. Gold with Honours... Think about it and be happy. Yay. Don't really know why, but I kinda get the impression that the judges this year are a wee bit biased...... against girls. Haha. Enough crap.

dusted at 7:20 PM
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