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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

trust is a mutual thing okay. if you don't trust me at all, give me a reason why i should trust you. all you make is assumptions, thinking you're correct. but what do you really know? do you know what's bothering me at the current moment? do you know how i feel? [not that you give a damn anyway] you think you know me, but do you really? sometimes i cease to see the point of having human relations. it just complicates matter in life. you claim to know all the things in life and blah blah blah. cos you've gone through them. but helloo... times change, people change, ring any bells?? okay. then again, not that you've ever give a damn about what i say or what i think. most of the times, you just use that condesending tone and expect me to listen and actual follow what you say. i just seem to get the impression that you just simply look down on me. you never think that i'll ever be good enough. i can tell... you know, so what if the culture i have been influenced with is 'low'? it does not actually give you the right to look down on me. and blah blah blah human rights and stuff. but the fact that it's you that's looking down on me. don't you think you should at least give me a bit more respect. you pretend to be supportive and stuff, but when it all comes down, can you really accept the person that i am? yar. perhaps in you eyes, i'll forever remain an idiot. after all, aren't everything that you say supposed to be right? and since i'm always contradicting what you're saying, i'm the stupid idiot. sheesh. you can never accept you mistakes. and i'm just too tired to actually argue. let me play the idiot then.

dusted at 9:45 PM
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