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Monday, July 18, 2005

sometimes i just can't stand how screwed up life is. i'm sorry if i can't make you happy. i'm never good with words. sorry if i make you feel unwelcomed, unliked. i never mean to. i just can't seem to get the words. and sometimes, i really hate myself for that. numerous apologies that i'm supposed to give, all just stuck there. i'm never good with words. i'm really sorry.
the thing is, i know you'll most probably never read this. i hate life. human relations are so complicated. sometimes i would think it's better to be alone. i'm really sorry. maybe we should both work on it. dammit. this has been said countless times. but everytime, i just seem to lose it. i'm sorry. really sorry.

dusted at 10:10 PM
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