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Monday, August 22, 2005

honestly, i know that you're frustrated and stuff, but can you not vent it out on me? okay i know i sound really selfish saying that. sometimes i really, honestly don't know some stuff or it did happen to slip my mind. so can you go easy on the degrading comments? last time i checked, i'm human too. [surprise! surprise!] i know you don't exactly have the best temper on earth, hence there'll be times when you lose your temper. hey guess what? so do i. but the thing is, sometimes i can get really hurtful okay. not that you care. sometimes i really wonder. if one day i happen to go missing [touch wood], will you care. hell. will you even notice?
the thing is, who doesn't want to get good grades and be good at everything and stuff? sure, i may act as if i don't give a fuck about it, but do you really think i don't care? sometimes i just find it fucking ironic. what can i say, i'm just loveable.
been watching the ending of season one of magic knight rayearth. really. it's such an obvious case of euthanasia. i must be really idiotic to not spot it. either that or i'm just too dense sometimes. but in this case, is it euthanasia 'right'? i mean, on one hand, it's just because she fell in love, something that happened to be forbidden to her. is it right to request death just because you feel as you've sinned just because of a slight loss of control over one's emotions? but on the other hand, if she doesn't, the entire world of cephiro can just say byebye. and before anyone accuses me of utilitarianism, she's a willing participant. also, is it fair on the 'magic knights'? what about them? shit. philo's really getting to me.
i just love akazukin cha cha. it's just too hilarious for words. and i finally found a self-loving bastard who's worse than atobe. sheez. he isn't even decent looking can. lol. anyway, it's a nice and heartwarming show. highly recommended. fine it may be a kiddy show from ages ago [i think it was already quite old when i first came across it in p2] but it is nice. though quite cliched at some places perhaps. but worth a try. -smiles- haha. but thing is, i have like around 60% more to go. yay me.

dusted at 6:50 PM
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