s'been a long time since i last blogged. haha. okay. scratch that. mood's far from laughing.
i seriously don't want to ruin my first entry from since such a long time ago on a pissed mood, but the fact remains that i'm really pissed. you know, sometimes i really doubt i belong anywhere at all. okay. so maybe you guys don't really want to be in a group with me, but it's not as if i have anything to say to it. in case you didn't notice, we were the only ones left. okay. so even if you didn't want me in the group, it doesn't give you a freaking reason to exclude me from the discussion, which happens to be the only discussion we're going to have. what about the stuff i've researched on? and before anyone mistakes me for a whiney brat that wants attention, let me justify that i had no freaking idea at all that the bloody discussion's gonna take place at all. and you have the nerve to just come online, ask me if i have the freaking file, which i obviously don't, inform me that i wasn't online for the discussion when i had no freaking clue that there's gonna be one, and make it sound as if it's my fault. okay. maybe i should have asked, since they're always going ignorance is no excuse and yadda yadda, but you could at least be more courteous and inform me. there's always lost sheeps out there not in tune with society because society decides to exclude them you know. what really pisses me is that, it's not the first time. last time i've been in the same group as you, i get excluded again. look at maths. i rest my case. most of the time, i just find stuff dumped at me. next time, anything happen to not get done because soome people happen to conveniently forget to inform, it's not my fault. i fail to see the point of going on msn or having a handphone if this continues. i'm seriously pissed.
damn. and there i was saying that i'm not gonna let that bother me too much. oh well. i kinda really hate mmv at the moment. sure, i guess we do have to thank them for introducing tenimyu in the first place, but why? why do they have to change the freaking cast? what's wrong with the old seigaku regulars. i miss them... waaaaah. shiozawa hidemasa is so adorable. but there's really not a lot of pics of him out there... oh well... yepp. here's a pic of him:
he's just sooooo adorable. okay. maybe not that adorable in this one.
how's this one? haha. he's just too adorable. lol. he acted as mizuki in tenimyu. oh. and he appeared in waterboys, tv drama oso. but only a minor role. awwwwww.. -sniffles- lol. okay. i seriously think i'm obsessed...
dusted at 2:05 PM
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